big second day- yiye

By: patriot10233 Mood: happy Date: 10/04/2007 21:26:10 Music: None

At this point I'm happy. I'm having my evening tea while writing in this diary, which is theraputic.

Today was all right. A good breakfast tided me over to a late lunch, but I ate dinner right after lunch!! No.

AKA- lunch at 3:30pm and dinner at about 3:45....plus a snack. I'm sticking to a good, healthy diet though, so it wasn't that bad of a foul up. I'm seriously not used to eating so little food. It really is interesting to remind myself that I am eating less to be on a diet- to be healthier in the end and to regulate my eating habits.

I really do love healthy food though. My weakness for chocolate is sometimes rough to sate. It's a great food! Period. Another must have is caffiene in my diet. I have to have it to live. Normally it's just to get through the day, but if I have nothing going on that day I stay away from it. I balance well for the most part.

I LOVE TEA. If I could write an ode to tea, I would. :) Haha I hope no one thinks I'm dorky. I love it though!!! 

Hmm this is what I was going to write earlier, and I think it is something important to say. I get emotional when I lose weight. I know losing weight is a battle, and that is why I came here, to find emotional support from people who know what's going on. I'm not saying losing weight is equivalent to a mental break-down; I'm simply saying that my emotions have been associated with food for a long time, and less and less now, but at the same time it is really hard to get through the day without food.

I love food, but not as a comfort, anymore. Now I can just eat food, for health and for fun (sometimes). Hmmm what do you think?