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My story
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By:
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brinniegirl777
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Mood:
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other
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Date:
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03/30/2008 15:51:24
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Music:
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silence
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so this is my story, basicly, im actually 14, and in 9th grade but whatever, thats not important. it kinda basicly started in 7th grade when i first started with my anti depressent meds, simbiax, because although they kept me happy most of the time they made me into a whale, my 4 foot 9 frame went from around 100 lbs. to 170 or more at the paek that summer. i got stretch marks, fat, and a horible hair cut after i donated my hair to locks of love (good cause, bad haircut) i was basicly miserable, and i couldnt exersize because not only did i have little motivation, but i also have a split knee cap and some other problems with my knees (including an injury during that school year) that prevented me from running, walking long distanses, basicly almost all cardio. Then in the end of seventh, i tried to kill myself with the inhailer i had gotton for the broncitis that i had had over the winter. we changed the newest addition of meds, an add med callled strattera, and added something else that made me grow wider even faster. it was only when that summer when my family weas in alska that my parents notice just how bad things had gotton, i constantly wanted to eat, but would exersize enough to burn off more than enough calories compared to what i consumed, i should have been loosing weigh, but for some reason, i just kept gainin. Finaly we realized the problem and took me off the symbiax, and like majick, i went down to abot 130 lbs without doing anything... now i continue to fluxshuate anywhere between 130 to 110 lbs, in any given month, and i satill have a belly, arm fat, thunderr thighs and stretch marks, and no matter how little i eat, healthy i eat, how much i exersize, i still cant get rid of the exsess (im now like 5ft5...) i just want to loose that weight!
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