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I'm so bad
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By:
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jellybelly
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Mood:
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gaining weight
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Date:
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05/31/2008 11:05:38
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Music:
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Missy E
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I'm soo bad. Well, obviously pay day kinda correlates with take out, we went to our favourite place, got some take out and a couple of movies and we went home and I lost control. I had been really having a terrible week and I relate take out with fun times so, to feel good I eat it. Oh goodness, I thought I was doing well, I had looked at the scale yesterday morning and to my surprise, it said 182 and now I shot right back up to 184. I feel really ashamed. The numbers really get to me, I mean, I look at my weight, let's say 185, and I think to myself, woah, I wanna lose 40 pounds, that's alot. You know, if I was down to 175, I wouldn't be so discouraged, I'd think, oh, only 15 pounds to my pre baby weight, and then from there, it's just working on those extra pounds I wanna lose for myself, but, being stuck in the 180's is extremely discouraging, it's a BIG number that I'm not used to, I don't know how to tackle it. Hopefully today I'll have a jam, play some drums, lose some steam and then jump back on the boat on sunday, go for a hike with my baby and we'll keep it going! Hopefully I can survive this weekend without going overboard. But, if not, there's always monday.
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