too much

By: pengwinka Mood: don't know Date: 06/14/2009 08:02:20 Music: Lady GaGa

I wrote a post here yesterday but I deleted it afterwards. I'm afraid of opening to the rest of the world with my craziness. I'm afraid of being yelled at. I'm afraid of people's opinions coz I know I wouldn't be nice to the person who did what I have done. Anyways. I'm writing now.

Here you have some fragments of my yesterdays post:

Too many things have happened since I wrote my last post in here. Moving form one place to another, holidays, new people and situations. I don't like all of them, there's something to regret. I shouldn't have done some things.

Of course there's been a lot of good. But how's that I keep regretting and thinking about mistakes? Is what have happened my fault? How could I let things happen? The worst is that I can't change any of this now. Luckily I'm far away from those who I hurt. I don't need to play now. At least not all the time.

I'm a bitch. That's how it is right now. For me.

That's too much.

So that how it is. Life's going on and me somwhere in the middle. I don't know what to do. i don't know what to do with my life, don't know what to do with me. I just wander around keeping thinking, missing, regretting. Too many fellings that are often contrary one to another.