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I am a NZ Maori. I have struggled with my weight all my life. 2004 was the first time i ever gave losing weight an honest go and found success from 131.5kg to 92kg before becoming pregnant and giving birth to a beautiful Son 2005. Since then the fight has been a roller coaster to get, be and stay healthy. I married in NZ 2000 and moved to Australia 2003. The lifestyle and weather here is great and apart from my brief loss in 2004 i haven't been able to really enjoy it all fully. If only I could follow through with what i know in my head, life would be much happier, unfortunately it has proven to be a constant and major battle within myself. I hope that through voicing and expressing my feelings that I can truly make a permanent change for the better, not only in my life but the life of my husband and our Son. Here goes....

Being happy, being considered, surprised. been shown affection, candle lit dinners, snuggles (cuddling)with my hubby.

Chaos, disorganized. Being late. Slow drivers. Swearing (foul language) smokers smoke, inconsiderate people

Love watching movies and DVDs, Photography, Cooking, Reading, relaxing on the beach, spending time with my family and friends.