DATE: 09/09/2007 21:55:17 / MOOD: loosing weight

I never put on so much weight in my whole  life. When I first found out I was pregnant, I gave up chain smoking in an instant. I also promised myself that I would not over indulge. I stuck to the first commitment and not the latter.

Thus I am now the weight I am. My son, Joshua, was all worth it though. He's happy, healthy, and BEAUTIFUL!!! I would have put on 3 times more the weight for him because I love him that much. But because I do love him as much as I do now. . . I need to commit myself to losing the baby weight. He's about to start walking. And I need all the energy and strength to keep up with him. So I need to do this for HIM. So I can be the most enjoyable mom ever for him. I bought him a swing set and I would like to be able to use it with him. So I will need to loose the weight over the winter months in time for his new swing set in the Spring of 2008.  

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