DATE: 07/28/2009 03:43:24 / MOOD: disappointed

I can't believe I am 16 years old. Six foot, and 250 pounds. I have ruined my high school years. I haven't got to experenice so much, now I want to be fit. I don't know how I could be so miserable the last ten years of my life, and not do anything about it. I just moved to Tempe, Arizona from Kentucky following my mothers death. I have moved here to live with my father. I recently discovered that when I grow up I would like to become a film director. To do that I need an good education. University of California is where I get that. But living in Arizona a waterdowned version of how rude/materilistic/prejudice people are compared to Caifornia, I relized I have got to lose the weight to make my dream come true. I have credibilty in knowledge I now just have to have it in my apperance. I need to loose around 80-100 pounds. I HAVE to lose this weight before I stat college in two years, but I would prefer to loose most of it in one year so I can enjoy my senior year of High School to the fullest. August 10th is my first day of 11th grade. I plan to work out 4-5 days a week on my Wii fit my mother got me for christmas. It has a good cardio system. I think food moderation will be the hardest though. I tend to eat unhealthly food on impulse.

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