DATE: 09/24/2007 09:11:20 / MOOD: lonely

So... here it goes. Another diet try and I am hoping this sticks. Have you ever told yourself you are going to stick to something then never do it? I swore up and down that I would wake up at 5:30am and work out and stick to it, but do I do it? NO!!! I hit the snoooze!! Then if I do wake up, I sit there and dont get up and go walk to the gym downstairs from my complex. I think i must have some internal fear or something. I know I am fat and I should get in shape but man why is it so hard? Is it maybe the comfort of... the fat? I am comfy being fat? This weekend was a head turner for me. I went shopping and couldnt find anythign! NO STORES CARRY BIG GIRL CLOTHES! And the one store that does, has ugly stuff. That is what makes me sad. I just want to buy a cute skirt that every other skinny girl has and feel pretty. Is that so wrong?

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