DATE: 03/10/2008 14:01:32 / MOOD: loosing weight

I figure if I make a public committment I have to loose weight.  I have never been really heavy in my life and over the last 4 years I have gained 60 pounds.  I'm really having a tough time committing and staying with the committment for more than a week.  I thought I was fat at 130.  I weigh 205 now.  I am extremely obese and struggling to loose instead of gain more. I look in the mirror and I think who is that looking at me. I used to be cute. Now all I see is this ugly fat person looking back at me.  I want her to go away and bring back me.  I will post every day and let you know my progess.  Maybe just writing it down will help.  I'm working on getting some exercise back into my lifestyle. 

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