DATE: 05/29/2008 13:17:44 / MOOD: disappointed

ok.

so that's the sad story of mine

i'm actually quite round.maybe slim but surely not thin.and always was.my hight is 167 cm.summer 2007 my weight was 67 kg.of course it was a problem for me but it didn't even occur to me to do sth exept fitness,exercises and so on

then i went on a 2-weeks trip to another country and i've lost 5 kg.i liked the result haha.i started dieting.all year on a very strict diet.eating almost nothing.i was happy then,i even wasn't hungry(=in april i weighed 48 kg.everything was ok,buuuut..

then something strange happened.once i decided to eat normaly just for one day.then another.one more day,one more week....i gained 8 kg at last.in three weeks.

i know i must stop and do something about it.it is a real problem,i feel terrible,i'm just a creep,disgusting.my clothes don't fit me anymore.i do exercise,but i've been overeating almost everyday.i came to an end and i need determination and willing to start losing weight again

i've got some days before an important hmm meeting and i should look fit

i'm 58 now.i'm totally scared of myself

so.ok.my first step will be this:i'll try not to eat anything for two days-just green tea,water.that will help to start.then i'll continue with a diet which i haven't chosen yet)

wish-me-luck and pleeeease sorry for my english.i know it sucks=P

oops.forgot to say:my aim is to lose at least 5 kilos in 5 days =) sound perfect.fantastic,isn't it?(=

i can't wait for new day to begin....

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