DATE: 09/16/2007 13:15:07 / MOOD: full of life

I had this dream about 2 weeks ago that I had to change my life if I wanted to see my 50th birthday.  You see my mom passed at the age of 49 from the ugly "C" and since then I think ive used food as a sheild from facing all my feelings and I think that I'd become complacent with my wieght because it gave me and excuse to remove myself from my life.  Well thats all gonna change.  When I woke up from this dream I was determined to lose 100 lbs by my 33 birthday.  One year and one month from this week.  Can I do it.  YOU BET I CAN !!  Two weeks in and Ive given up PEPSI !! that was a challenge and Ive given up my  sweets and pretty much overhauled my entire diet and way of thinking when it comes to food.  Now I just need to get on the excercise Wagon and im well on my way to a heathlier happier life...  9 lbs in 2 weeks.  YEAH ME !! 

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